How down must one feel to lament that she is down? How down must one get so that it is no longer a normal feeling but a more worrying state?
I feel so handicapped and small in my own little world. I have no ambitions and that maketh me a dead person. What do I really want to be in life? Why am I here for. Why is my "box" always floating in that my thoughts are wild and unrealistic?
This year I really feel that my luck has run dry. Why is it that even the horoscopes are warning me against tests and "licences" exams?! On the very day and month of getting back my Cap? My results are crap and academical suicide. I feel like I've been dragged down to the depths of hell. I don't cry cause I'm numb, tired and desensensitized. I can't handle two kinds of failure within a month and I certainly don't look forward to anymore. If bad things could stop at 2.
I want so badly for a revolution to my cap, bank and life. I desperately need change. That said, I will now retreat to bed before sunrise.
Come save me from walking off a windowsill Or I'll sleep in the rain
says: hi love. i just reached the big 2-0 in life and decided to return to dee blog after an almost 5 months hiatus. prior to being an undergrad, i said life has been treating me quite kindly. but now, bell curves rule my life and its giving me more hell than ever. although sometimes i get sick of being an urbanite facing all these much consumerism and debauchery, im also pretty ironic. so i do yearn for fancy little dresses or that teacake session in the quaint cafe from time to time. at other times, i just want to chill over a good mug of beer (no more ugly liquer shots which almost ruined my life). i guess it all boils down to the mood and the crowd. the safest bet is to put me in your quirky and random list. food and dance is the passion and chilling out is my luxury. did i mention i love people with a good sense of humour? :)
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