i know i have been neglecting this space of mine for quite some time..
maybe its due to the work mostly. leaving me feeling more lethargic than ever.
i can't wait for the next 3 weeks to pass..2 weeks of the contract are gone and it already feels like an eternity..
i miss my friends. i miss my best friend. i miss spending time alone. and more than ever, im literally quivering with excitement at the idea of having a picnic somewhere with the love.. the 2 beach mats i bought havent been used yet. anyway, i think he told me before the idea of a picnic doesn't really appeal to him.. and today, he told me to be more normal instead of liking all things to be 'quirky', a term he had never associate with until he met me, and i told him i like to be weirdly-nice, not all common at all. and moreover whats wrong with it since so many other people do much cooler, fun and extraordinary things that i do?
maybe he'll never enjoy all the slightly different ideas i have.
and it saddens me a little.
crush, these pure romanticized ideas of mine.
