sometimes, for some inexplicable and unfathomable reason, i just wish i'd be better off dead. no, this is not to be considered escaping from situations but more a way to put an end to your accumulated afflictions. i mean, if they allow euthanasia then they should surely allow this when you're just an almost empty shell with a bad condition. and when you know the world you're living in is in fact a wretched one and not what the optimists say, the cup will always be half empty. and all we're doing now is just to wait for the last drops from the cup to be evaporated away. mercy killing, anybody?
