coolbackboneguy (cbbg) is so hot, sheevonne n andrea totally turned me into a stalker in the canteen today HA jk, i merely queued behind him at the store.

hmm oh right, backwards to the morning - ran to school today AGAIN. stupid bus. and heavy bag = my shoulder is breaking. its so embarassing to run ok, esp with J around. but as if like he cares haha.

fast forward- in the canteen. was practising for chi oral when J came to eat too, the exact store that cbbg and i bought from, hmm. when the bunch of people were leaving, he waved. thereafter i wentt to bun up my hair for chi oral. as usual, SCREWED UP in the end with a passage and question that struck me dumbfounded. cried once. and second at the beginning of dance when dan HAD to play this really sad music which reminded me of the horrendous result i was getting. baah, shit. perhaps for that he didn't torture me today, and i forgot how to do my best jump i did last week, ARGHS. how could i !!! i looked fantastically retarded now. :/ sigh. finished dance and saw J again, i think i started laughing because i was actually quite embarrased in my dance-outfit and did i hear him say.."hah whaat !" ?.

pw meeting tmr and don't feel like it. bye!