eew i still seriously love my monster skin :[ this is a random temp skin while i go try to find out the problem :[
so school felt ultimately long today.. starting off, i was unexpectedly the first to reach school and mr sin (my cv /pw tutor) happened to walked past us to say hi (which i didn't reply). by surpise, he walked back and asked me to "smile" and i was like thinking wth? he then asked if im always soo quiet which i shocked my head and then he asked why then was i in his class. i was like "erm, cos im bored" and he actually asked me what can he improve on during project work, -.-! i said no, its NOT because of pw, just school is so boring.." felt like ranting on on how its because i reeally didn't like my life right now but no, im not that crazy yet.
yes i do have the tiniest class possible and yes i've been hanging out with them and i did try to psycho myself to like these people but it just don't fill the emptiness. being with these people are like we're in a movie, you don't feel they will ever become a part of your real life. infact, im starting to feel certain of my dance mates and people from my OG make potential classmates.
anyway since im posted to this class, im stuck for good.
and during chi today i was so pissed with the teacher again that i can't believe it almost reduced me to tears. everybody was like telling me to chill but i know i can't. you won't believe what a failure he is in terms of teaching. i was stuck at narrative not knowing how to or whats the better way to start and so i tried to be polite by asking him and guesse what? he said "what? you must find your own inspiration and if it doesn't come, you can be like me..."*proceeds to banging his head really hard on the whiteboard* ... and did i mention i was appointed the MT rep and he asked me to RAP? or the time he said handphone kills sperms cells so he couldn't put his phone in his pocket because he wants to have sex seven times a week? ...
anywayy about happy stuffs. dance is super tiring but wholesome today. we've to shout like "har! sa! hoo! har! hoo! har! har! sa! hoo! ha! hoo! hoo! sa!" for every step we have to exert energy lols. it really funn. and ive discovered contempt is actually fun to learn and dance but its still super boring to watch. lol.
hiphop tmrrr. sleep soon!
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says: hi love. i just reached the big 2-0 in life and decided to return to dee blog after an almost 5 months hiatus. prior to being an undergrad, i said life has been treating me quite kindly. but now, bell curves rule my life and its giving me more hell than ever. although sometimes i get sick of being an urbanite facing all these much consumerism and debauchery, im also pretty ironic. so i do yearn for fancy little dresses or that teacake session in the quaint cafe from time to time. at other times, i just want to chill over a good mug of beer (no more ugly liquer shots which almost ruined my life). i guess it all boils down to the mood and the crowd. the safest bet is to put me in your quirky and random list. food and dance is the passion and chilling out is my luxury. did i mention i love people with a good sense of humour? :)
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