dear aunt agony,
sometimes i'll ask myself what have I achieved all these past 15 years of my life, and i'll scare myself by replying nothing. so before.. i was doing well by running up second in class for the 5 years of primary school till i started going out to this stupid hangout place, to quarrel with other girls over a stupid cat high boy etc. go cycling the day before psle etc. and it dropped so much that my beloved teacher had to question me, "what happened to you?".
i don't know where im heading exactly with all those aims and ambitions of mine that im doing absolutely nothing about. why do i know that i can't go on like this but yet stubbonly refuse to move my bum and get things moving. maybe i know things won't change? my english is deteriorating so much that i can't even do an ordinary compo and my bio too, which is sliding down the rocky terrains. i really did tried studying for the humans and bio and i don't know what went wrong. maybe some aliens took away my brain cells while im asleep or something? i dont know i dont know i dont know. so what is wrong with me? give me some motivation please. god bless.
-jun
