I think i can be pretty sensitive to some things people say, even though it might just be a passing remark, or a slip of the tongue, i know it will affect me somehow..somehow that i can't seem to get it out of my mind till maybe 43759 days have gone. sometimes they will resurface to my mind, and the whole ordeal will start again. thats why, i rather live in a life of misleadings and lies. deceive..deceive..decive.
